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| So it is almost Thanksgiving again, a full two years later. I don't think anyone will read this, i don't care really. I am in college now, again heart broken as i was in high school. I just do not learn do i? it is the same exact story i promise you! i saw the signs, i was in the same place all over again, but this time with Matt. I think i am taking it better, only he is not an asshole at all. just a frat boy. We both are not what we were that summer, how i miss it. I would go back and do it all again to experience that wonderful feeling of new and happiness. Sorta like Christmas when you are 5, sorta. I miss him, but he does not love me. I think i am in denial, i think he is in denial haha maybe i am vein or something to think he could not stop loving me like that. It was never love for him then right? i was just his first serious girlfriend, it would not have lasted anyway, right? sure, whatever. I hope this feeling of sadness goes away soon, i hope i dont love him anymore. Maybe i will realize it tomorrow, next month, next year  maybe he will decide he was wrong, i would like that. My ego would love it. My heart would relish it. I hope if it does happen i will be over it, throw it in his face. | | |
| this thanksgiving is very different then that of last year, i dont hate it.
i know i have not stayed loyal to xanga, i am truly sorry. i got my license today! :)
thats good, i have watched harry potter and the goblet of fire four times in the past two day, i like, NO i love that movie. today is antwon's birthday, natalie's birthday is soon, i am so effing excited, i love that kid, even after the thid grade misunderstanding. happy early thanksgiving to all of you, which will be like two, maybe three people:
1. natalie
2. Ohara(mi corizon) | | |
| things are well lately, i fell so happy to say that. | | |
| i am not looking forward to band camp, but i am looking forward to what comes from it, i guess you have to work for the things you want.
ah!
i bet i wont pass my drivers test, i bet you.
i will have to take it again.
how sad.
birthday on tuesday, very exciting.
VERY exciting. | | |
| yay.
small words.
but YAY!
i do not have multiple personalities. | | |
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